*Story of my life *
I had been a very openhearted and modest boy since my childhood days. Perhaps the words is not mine but parents along with their friends and relatives of our family put the lines in my heart. In our family we are four members maa, deuta , sis and me. Yes my sister was most talented than me, her memory was rather good.
We were happy with each other, my parent was hoping for the best from my side, there was an only one reason that was my modest behaviour of childhood days. So They thought that " Our son would stand up to us by joining in a good job one day to make us proud and after that we would live on earth without any fasting, what happened before" . However I was being mad thinking about my future while I was seeing the hilarious hill station and I was standing there.. Oh it had a dream. In my childhood days I was not poor in my education that is why my parents expectations were daggling in the air. My parents and my tuition sir encouraged me as much as positive or reminds me that I am a very positive and good student to him. Above the comments making me feel jealous and proud. Couse in our family none of them were engaged with government jobs . Hoping, in the coming days I'll do it.. How insomnia it was to me and sadness of our family faded away from my side within a wink.
Having single aim, I looked forward to meeting my future as soon as possible. I never knew that the wind would hovering around my house and finished my dream land. It was the time of my hslc examination . Preparation for exam was good but the result was not like that what my family expected from me. I had got third division, the hilarious hills stone falls down and it seems all the stone hits me badly. I felt very bad and surrounded my aim . For the first time my father cried for me, some of the relative laughed at me and some of them were convinced me to take admission in a college to pursuing my higher secondary. But I was not rather interested that time.
In 2011, I fell in love and seemed my life went on to the right path because I felt better than before and studied hard ,Even so she and my parents encouraged me to show my ability towards the direction of what I was seeing. The results passed out and I saw , for the first time my parents smiled for me after a long time back. Yes , I had got first division in higher secondary (arts) . I knew that it was a great time to thank her to make me feel good and to stand up in front of my father's eyes.
My parents felt happy with the result of my H.S . So the family like to send me Gauhati to pursuing my graduation in Sanskrit but they didn't know that I was not rather interested in Sanskrit. And how with the disappointment I had decided to go with that because I never wanted to hurt my father by ignoring something. I knew that my family was very poor, but only for me they borrowed money from other sources and sent me to Gauhati for higher education , some days later the entrance results of polytechnic came out , where I had passed for fashion technology and my father ask me whether I want to go with Sanskrit or fashion and I took admission in Assam Textile Institute because I rather like fashion designing than Sanskrit language but my mind became confused with that , all the study materials were in English language so the all classes went over my head where I didn't know anything about English or English grammar, I was very poor at English so I quit classes. Here I had heard the system of NC and DC for the first time in my life. Once I cleared my NC by giving some amount of money as a fine.
Oh I forget to say something about secret of my life and how I came back to home. Um.. Here I got a friend named.........(?). We enjoyed together, he knows everything of my life. And why I missed the classes. One day I was in home he called using unknown caller id and said " is this Jintumani Kalita, me: Yes . He: You are dis collegiate from the ATI . Me: Why sir.. He: Because you had been missing many classes. If you want to resolve this problem then please contact me after that. Mind it you would have to pay 5000/- , please come to my office, located in zoo road. I felt nervous and had not enough courage to call him back. Pondered that I would rather die than live. Because I never wanted my father to borrow money from other one. However I gathered some courage in my heart and decided to come back to sorbhog. Again my father became nervous with my behaviour and angry at me and I become speech less but my love encouraged me again and again when my parents felt angry at me and ask what do I want to do in future? . I replied Nothing else Deuta. Just want to see you happy but I didn't know in spite of hard work why I failed again and again. I decide and promised to my father that I will do better than before. Deuta I am very poor at English so I want to overcome by all means. I will take admission in English literature to peruse my graduation. Everyone shocked! Because it was very tough to me and challenging decision. Do you know why ? If you don't have any idea then listen... I just passed on English subject once during my childhood days but I had got 37 marks in HSLC examination. All were thinking about my future and a question raised how I would overcome, that's why it was the mystery of my life.
I tried hard and hard, started to read novels, poems, other's English messages and met senior seeking help in English grammar and etc etc. In Barnagar college, my adorable professor helped me as much as possible. With the efforts of myself and professor I had got 50.29% in my graduation taking English literature as an major subject.
I felt fairly happy that time but tension towards me , because it was a real time to do something for my family. I starting at any job and struggling to get it. I knew that it was a time to get serious but nothing happened positive for me. Even so I felt bad sometimes. It seemed that I was in the midst of the sea . And someone would come to save my life but after passing two years of joblessness I understood everything of the world. No one is here give you his hands, here all are struggling with their own destiny besides hectic schedule. We all losses the possibility of togetherness. Even when you ask for helps they reply meet me next. And next won't come again.
But my mother always remains me that I have to do something, Father requests me please do something , and I know why the force me too much day by day. So I realized what percentage of struggle I have to be done, sometimes I feel that nothing is more important than money in the world. When I back to the actual life of mine. I see my dream house is only situated in my heart and there are five members, I just only want to save them from the other one. Yes, I have to do something for them. That's why now I'm struggling for them . It is no use repenting now what I have done before so now I'm concentring with my present and hope. Future will come with lots of happiness.
[In the modern period education is the ultimate power of living in the society perfectly. Every bite of knowledge is more important to us therefore now I believe that only education or knowledge can besought us to live in the society and to reduce crimes. Even, in my childhood days I never appreciate those thoughts and escaped the opinions and enjoyed with my friends unconsciously..
If I go to share my childhood days then you'll be able to know that how much I considerably passed my classes from v to ix behind less marks on English subject. Whether it was good or bad to my life I didn't mind. But I tried hard during my hslc examination and able to pass out with 39.67 % but it was very good news for me because I didn't fail on English subject. After that when I tried to focus on English language I made many mistakes to write and say and some of my friends neglects me and gossip about me with others. But I never gave importance to those people. And never fell off. And how I tried to inspire myself to go upstairs and high...
After the completion of my H.S . I took a great decision to complete my graduation with English literature. So I added my name as a student at BARNAGAR COLLEGE, SORBHOG, but i was in dilemma because I knew that my poorness' in English would be a barricade in my aim. But my respected .. Kajal sir, asim sir, Arunima Ma'am, Mili ma'am , sonali ma'am, and Alishmita ma'am helped and inspired me to complete my graduation. And i able to add 50.29% on my mark sheet. Because they inspired me to believe in that I'd overcome one day. And how now I'm pursuing my master degree in the same subject under G.U(idol).
So I proudly want to say that" duty is the beauty of life" so my dear mates please don't trust those people who always neglects you and your mistakes..just believe in your hard work and go ahead..]
["Love is blind" I never believe in such a common dialogue. Actually If we experiment on love we will get huge experiences and examples where love, the word helps many people to grow up from their side. Love always inspire you to be an owner of great personality. But Some pseudo intellects are grapping the love by saying some valueless sentences.. According to me love is not blind but understanding of two hearts.......
When I was 17 . I didn't know anything about love but we know that how much the stage of ages are associated with new loves trend. For the human beings the age 16- 21 is a spontaneous. And I was not a different guy . I had a very hectic schedule to propose many girls. Just enjoyed peacefully with that, and how one day I was falling in love with Miss Pinki Das. And continuously I started to messaging her in whole nights and days. But i thought that some day she will leave me alone by throwing only memories.
when she accepted my heart and proposal then the story of my love turns onto the straight away. Often I used to say her love you a lot. And she always did the same but there were many ups and downs(it doesn't effect in love). But when I frustrated with some family problems and told her about my penniless conditions. She smiled by saying that "I know you perfectly Jaan... You can do everything if you want to wish". After that my affection of love went to her frequently and control the starring to move on.
At the time I became a student of H.S final year so that she inspired me to study hard and scolded me sometimes if I do mistakes. She told me that " you are the only son of father and mother, so the further responsibilities will sit down on your shoulder. So you have to do hard work my love , please be releax and study hard" . I appreciate her and try to study hard. After that I'd cleared my H.S education by getting 64.40% , Which was a best percentage to me and herself, because she knew that I increased my percentage from 39.67(H.S.L.C). So she became very happy and wishes me good luck. Also would always give me inspirations....
In next when I shared the "STORY OF MY LIFE"(informally), she suggested me to go with my decision, only to prove myself that I am not looser. Accordingly I had not done it perfectly but clearly. But she never disappointed me by breaking my heart and saying that "you have failed". Just inspired me by such words --" you have to do" you have to win" you have a Great responsibility" and so on.
(If you can, do it again and again but if you are not interested then leave it right now and choose the next.
My story was not a story of single human being but every young people are struggling like that. So dear friends please be positive and make your future better.)
*********** ****** ***************
By:-
Jintumani Kalita(shiwa)
9854814302
I had been a very openhearted and modest boy since my childhood days. Perhaps the words is not mine but parents along with their friends and relatives of our family put the lines in my heart. In our family we are four members maa, deuta , sis and me. Yes my sister was most talented than me, her memory was rather good.
We were happy with each other, my parent was hoping for the best from my side, there was an only one reason that was my modest behaviour of childhood days. So They thought that " Our son would stand up to us by joining in a good job one day to make us proud and after that we would live on earth without any fasting, what happened before" . However I was being mad thinking about my future while I was seeing the hilarious hill station and I was standing there.. Oh it had a dream. In my childhood days I was not poor in my education that is why my parents expectations were daggling in the air. My parents and my tuition sir encouraged me as much as positive or reminds me that I am a very positive and good student to him. Above the comments making me feel jealous and proud. Couse in our family none of them were engaged with government jobs . Hoping, in the coming days I'll do it.. How insomnia it was to me and sadness of our family faded away from my side within a wink.
Having single aim, I looked forward to meeting my future as soon as possible. I never knew that the wind would hovering around my house and finished my dream land. It was the time of my hslc examination . Preparation for exam was good but the result was not like that what my family expected from me. I had got third division, the hilarious hills stone falls down and it seems all the stone hits me badly. I felt very bad and surrounded my aim . For the first time my father cried for me, some of the relative laughed at me and some of them were convinced me to take admission in a college to pursuing my higher secondary. But I was not rather interested that time.
In 2011, I fell in love and seemed my life went on to the right path because I felt better than before and studied hard ,Even so she and my parents encouraged me to show my ability towards the direction of what I was seeing. The results passed out and I saw , for the first time my parents smiled for me after a long time back. Yes , I had got first division in higher secondary (arts) . I knew that it was a great time to thank her to make me feel good and to stand up in front of my father's eyes.
My parents felt happy with the result of my H.S . So the family like to send me Gauhati to pursuing my graduation in Sanskrit but they didn't know that I was not rather interested in Sanskrit. And how with the disappointment I had decided to go with that because I never wanted to hurt my father by ignoring something. I knew that my family was very poor, but only for me they borrowed money from other sources and sent me to Gauhati for higher education , some days later the entrance results of polytechnic came out , where I had passed for fashion technology and my father ask me whether I want to go with Sanskrit or fashion and I took admission in Assam Textile Institute because I rather like fashion designing than Sanskrit language but my mind became confused with that , all the study materials were in English language so the all classes went over my head where I didn't know anything about English or English grammar, I was very poor at English so I quit classes. Here I had heard the system of NC and DC for the first time in my life. Once I cleared my NC by giving some amount of money as a fine.
Oh I forget to say something about secret of my life and how I came back to home. Um.. Here I got a friend named.........(?). We enjoyed together, he knows everything of my life. And why I missed the classes. One day I was in home he called using unknown caller id and said " is this Jintumani Kalita, me: Yes . He: You are dis collegiate from the ATI . Me: Why sir.. He: Because you had been missing many classes. If you want to resolve this problem then please contact me after that. Mind it you would have to pay 5000/- , please come to my office, located in zoo road. I felt nervous and had not enough courage to call him back. Pondered that I would rather die than live. Because I never wanted my father to borrow money from other one. However I gathered some courage in my heart and decided to come back to sorbhog. Again my father became nervous with my behaviour and angry at me and I become speech less but my love encouraged me again and again when my parents felt angry at me and ask what do I want to do in future? . I replied Nothing else Deuta. Just want to see you happy but I didn't know in spite of hard work why I failed again and again. I decide and promised to my father that I will do better than before. Deuta I am very poor at English so I want to overcome by all means. I will take admission in English literature to peruse my graduation. Everyone shocked! Because it was very tough to me and challenging decision. Do you know why ? If you don't have any idea then listen... I just passed on English subject once during my childhood days but I had got 37 marks in HSLC examination. All were thinking about my future and a question raised how I would overcome, that's why it was the mystery of my life.
I tried hard and hard, started to read novels, poems, other's English messages and met senior seeking help in English grammar and etc etc. In Barnagar college, my adorable professor helped me as much as possible. With the efforts of myself and professor I had got 50.29% in my graduation taking English literature as an major subject.
I felt fairly happy that time but tension towards me , because it was a real time to do something for my family. I starting at any job and struggling to get it. I knew that it was a time to get serious but nothing happened positive for me. Even so I felt bad sometimes. It seemed that I was in the midst of the sea . And someone would come to save my life but after passing two years of joblessness I understood everything of the world. No one is here give you his hands, here all are struggling with their own destiny besides hectic schedule. We all losses the possibility of togetherness. Even when you ask for helps they reply meet me next. And next won't come again.
But my mother always remains me that I have to do something, Father requests me please do something , and I know why the force me too much day by day. So I realized what percentage of struggle I have to be done, sometimes I feel that nothing is more important than money in the world. When I back to the actual life of mine. I see my dream house is only situated in my heart and there are five members, I just only want to save them from the other one. Yes, I have to do something for them. That's why now I'm struggling for them . It is no use repenting now what I have done before so now I'm concentring with my present and hope. Future will come with lots of happiness.
[In the modern period education is the ultimate power of living in the society perfectly. Every bite of knowledge is more important to us therefore now I believe that only education or knowledge can besought us to live in the society and to reduce crimes. Even, in my childhood days I never appreciate those thoughts and escaped the opinions and enjoyed with my friends unconsciously..
If I go to share my childhood days then you'll be able to know that how much I considerably passed my classes from v to ix behind less marks on English subject. Whether it was good or bad to my life I didn't mind. But I tried hard during my hslc examination and able to pass out with 39.67 % but it was very good news for me because I didn't fail on English subject. After that when I tried to focus on English language I made many mistakes to write and say and some of my friends neglects me and gossip about me with others. But I never gave importance to those people. And never fell off. And how I tried to inspire myself to go upstairs and high...
After the completion of my H.S . I took a great decision to complete my graduation with English literature. So I added my name as a student at BARNAGAR COLLEGE, SORBHOG, but i was in dilemma because I knew that my poorness' in English would be a barricade in my aim. But my respected .. Kajal sir, asim sir, Arunima Ma'am, Mili ma'am , sonali ma'am, and Alishmita ma'am helped and inspired me to complete my graduation. And i able to add 50.29% on my mark sheet. Because they inspired me to believe in that I'd overcome one day. And how now I'm pursuing my master degree in the same subject under G.U(idol).
So I proudly want to say that" duty is the beauty of life" so my dear mates please don't trust those people who always neglects you and your mistakes..just believe in your hard work and go ahead..]
["Love is blind" I never believe in such a common dialogue. Actually If we experiment on love we will get huge experiences and examples where love, the word helps many people to grow up from their side. Love always inspire you to be an owner of great personality. But Some pseudo intellects are grapping the love by saying some valueless sentences.. According to me love is not blind but understanding of two hearts.......
When I was 17 . I didn't know anything about love but we know that how much the stage of ages are associated with new loves trend. For the human beings the age 16- 21 is a spontaneous. And I was not a different guy . I had a very hectic schedule to propose many girls. Just enjoyed peacefully with that, and how one day I was falling in love with Miss Pinki Das. And continuously I started to messaging her in whole nights and days. But i thought that some day she will leave me alone by throwing only memories.
when she accepted my heart and proposal then the story of my love turns onto the straight away. Often I used to say her love you a lot. And she always did the same but there were many ups and downs(it doesn't effect in love). But when I frustrated with some family problems and told her about my penniless conditions. She smiled by saying that "I know you perfectly Jaan... You can do everything if you want to wish". After that my affection of love went to her frequently and control the starring to move on.
At the time I became a student of H.S final year so that she inspired me to study hard and scolded me sometimes if I do mistakes. She told me that " you are the only son of father and mother, so the further responsibilities will sit down on your shoulder. So you have to do hard work my love , please be releax and study hard" . I appreciate her and try to study hard. After that I'd cleared my H.S education by getting 64.40% , Which was a best percentage to me and herself, because she knew that I increased my percentage from 39.67(H.S.L.C). So she became very happy and wishes me good luck. Also would always give me inspirations....
In next when I shared the "STORY OF MY LIFE"(informally), she suggested me to go with my decision, only to prove myself that I am not looser. Accordingly I had not done it perfectly but clearly. But she never disappointed me by breaking my heart and saying that "you have failed". Just inspired me by such words --" you have to do" you have to win" you have a Great responsibility" and so on.
(If you can, do it again and again but if you are not interested then leave it right now and choose the next.
My story was not a story of single human being but every young people are struggling like that. So dear friends please be positive and make your future better.)
*********** ****** ***************
By:-
Jintumani Kalita(shiwa)
9854814302
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